Someday in 1991 I listened to about Marianne Williamson's ebook "A Return To Love", which I bought and read, but I also needed to read "A Course In Miracles" (ACIM) rather then just read about the e-book. What impresses me about ACIM could be the loving God expressed in it https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/a-courseinmiracles-acim-podcast/id1456963067